About the Podcast

I used to be the girl who begged to be chosen.

The one who ignored every gut feeling, shrank herself to keep the peace, and tied her whole worth to whether someone stayed. I chased emotionally unavailable love and called it passion. I abandoned myself over and over, and wondered why I kept ending up in the same heartbreak with a different face.

From Sad Pick Me Girl to Alchemist is the show I wish I’d had back then.

It’s about turning heartbreak, attachment wounds, and identity loss into self-awareness, self-trust, and the kind of transformation that actually lasts. It’s what happens when you stop chasing unavailable love and start choosing yourself instead. That’s the alchemy — taking the pain that brought you to your knees and turning it into the doorway back to yourself.

Through honest storytelling, spiritual insight, and real reflection, I share my own journey out of codependent patterns and self-abandonment — and I walk it alongside you. Here, healing isn’t about being perfect. It’s about awareness, alchemy, and becoming the version of yourself who no longer abandons you.

This is for you if you’ve ever begged for love, ignored your intuition, or believed your worth depended on being chosen.

Expect conversations on relationships, emotional healing, spirituality, intuition, and what it actually looks like to rebuild your life from the inside out.

New here? Start with the episode where I break down the pattern that keeps us stuck — then keep going. You don’t have to do this alone anymore.

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